Hmmm....

I command
take stand
be a man
come with it
and come correct
or i'll put you back in check
you have no idea
what I've got here
I advise to stear clear
I'm sharp as a knife
I come back to life
if you stab me in the heart
I laugh at coming apart
re-mind myself of truth
going back to my youth
where nothing made sense
sittin on the fence
take a look through my lens
ladies and gents
you might not understand
or fully comprehend
but the lucid dreams I hold
stories I have told
are ancient old
and beyond words...

Alone

I confide
lonely I ride
even surrounded
and grounded
not at home
I am alone

surrounded by friends
my soul mends
but I admit
that when I sit
at home
I am alone

even with family
I could cease to be
only then I would see
that I am a part of thee
I would then be shown
I am not alone

My Heart

my heart
broken apart
from my own decisions
from my clouded visions
I just need now some space
taken from this place
taking me back
 ... into the dark
where my my mind
 ...falls apart
and i lose sight
...of my soul
sink into
... that black hole
but out the other end
I am reborn again

If I leave before you...

Here I am
inside crying
slowly dying
in pain
all the same
as I thought
I am not
alright

one day
I will
cease to be
then be free
from shackles that bind
of life and my mind
miss thee
I will
As I go on my way

but before
one I become
I urge you
stay strong
be yourself
change not
for anyone

When No One Listens

the end is nigh...
its time to fly
away from the lie
red tears I cry
I will find myself anew
I will miss thee, too
I will find thee, truth...
But here is not home
For I am alone
My body bruised
My talents unused
My heart broken
My soul has spoken
I will mend
I will heal
I will find ...
a new appeal
A support system
A group that loves me
Someone who will listen
To my musical ecstacy...
Inspire me to live
And help me give
Love to the world
Heal and dispell
the heartache, disdain
and darkness I contain

Theoretically speaking...

I'm the...
exception to the rule
take a swim in my pool
of consciousness and thought
through life I have fought
to find answers within
in the universe I spin
formulating ideas
confronting my fears
even if I'm wrong
my heart stays strong
for I...
challenge the status quo
shatter my ego
go back to the source
and conjure my force
I am my hero
I divide by zero
take it to the zero power
wait a minute-
... to feel an hour
grand unification
...theory
spiraling through
...infinity
paradoxes abound
my theories are sound
wisdom can be found
if you look around

Upside down

You've swept me off me feet..
Turned me upside down
Inspiring me..
To turn my life around
Show me how To love
And Show me how to give
I am Beside Myself
Seems for you I live
Inspiring me..
To Become a  better me
From the love I receive
and clearly I see
Though, Sometimes I am afraid
For I am not free
For you hold my heart
And of glass it Is made
But your what I want
Your what I need
The seed I plant
The book I read
The more I laugh
The more I cry
The more I live
And with you I try
To love myself even more
But find ... it is you that I adore...

XXXIV.I

And then. .
Escaping .
the infernal
All eternal
grip . . .
of a black hole
event . .
horizon .
micro-cosmic
ship . . .
averting.
. . chasmic
slip
to . .
phantasmic
eclipse
Now . rising
. . time in
With love . .
I Found . .
Alcove . .
Astound . .
I will . .
Sound . . .
decree . . .
And cry . .
Outloud . .
Now . . .
Be free . .
Manifest .
. Sea of Love
. Heal and Know
. Who you are
ext-ension .
Of me . .
Mention . .
Dreaming . .
Seems to be .
Consciousness
Streaming . .
Cosmos . .
Download . .
Lovingly .
Slowing down .
Energy .
To ceate .
What happens .
. . To be

See . .
Me . .
dimensionally
..... .... .... Rise
Incredibly
Masterful
Devise
a plan
Transcending
Space and time
Mystically
Aligning
Bo-dy and mind
And soul . .
. next to you
. . Thru music
. . Its truth
Energy .
spiraling
Helix . .
In two . .
Become one .
And Three . .
As light. .
Time . . .
Transforming
Me . . .
Spiritually-
Climbing . .
And Finding .
And lining Up .
Fill my cup .
To the brim .
All it seems .
And . . .
What is up .
Come see me .
In my dreams .
it begins .
Anew . . .
Refresh . . .
Its true . . .
With you . .
I am . .
Always . .
Its best . .
I confess . .
When I know .
From . . .
Blue . . .
To red . .
shift spectrum .
A clue . .
High to low .
Sound through . .
The shift .
Different hue . .
Ear see sound .
open ground .
Seeds planted . .
Universe granted . .
gifts . .
. . Of infinity
infinity infinity infinity infinity...

Just Myself

what did I do...
why did I do it?
I have no clue
if I knew
that I would lose you
would never go through
what I thought was right
now, I fight
internal destruction
can't even function
I'm sorry to no end
losing my friend
would never be
what I want for me
I can't even see
past my tears
how I miss you so...
please let it go
I am not the same
becoming insane
from your silence

I will change things
but nothing rings
truer than what I want
and that is to recant
with you our old times
holding you close
soul like a rose
speaking in rhymes
when nothing is clear
and nothing I fear
more than the now and here
and all I can do is hope
please throw me the rope
please forgive me,
for being naive,
for being selfish
for being myself

Manifest

Feel THIS

Admist

all of the darkness abound

one thing to be found

is shimmering light within...

/#ck that, yo we came to win

you know I'm here

with nothing to fear

a vast glowing array

novas birthing today

cosmic brother

from another mother

you know its true

you know how to

put a fire ablaze

now set your gaze

on your goals

of success

put that talk to rest

it is time

to manifest

Meta Zen

Light flickering low
Nowhere else to go
so I fall within
And so I begin
To wake
in a dream
Nighmares
make me scream
Which I can't shake
From Mistakes I make
And so I recluse
Love I refuse
Inward bound
And Music found
Lost Soul in me
From What I need
From What I see
From that I feed
Now Let it be
Now Let it go
From High to low
Now I will grow
To become ...
Myself again
But without friends
To hold me tight
Lonely nights
I Lost it all
In Downward fall
And Then I grasp
A Breathing gasp
An Orgasmic past
To An Organic task
Now Seedling Grow
A Harmonic Flow
Beauty in death
Now Rise from breathe
See Pheonix fly
I too shall die
And From the ashes...
I will Rise again
Only to find...
My Meta Zen

Dear Music

Dear Music,


I missed you...
more than you know


even though
I left
I fought
you thought
I might 
never come back


But your track
record ...
mesmerizing
hyptonizing
seducing me
happens to be
my ecstacy
my devotion
my religion
my ocean
of love...
I'm coming back


From above
in heaven
I rejoice
you are my choice
my first love
my number one
as I voice
to you 
You are my Sun
how I 
love thee
I want to be
between 
the sheets
of musical bliss 
I have missed 
I recall
all of this
you are my one
you are my two
You are my three
you know what to do
heal me... 
through
my pain
its true...
I am back
To be with you


Loyal through time
one simple rhyme
in my divine
dance with notes
as I wrote
through my strife
take flight
through life
inspire me
to be 
the person
unique
loving
caring
individuality
nothing
will stop me
from loving you 
through
eternity
as we planned
originally


more than a perfect ten
In love with you I am
You take me to my Zen
I will never leave you again


Your one and only
- Mz